2 things to blog about; one is happy, the other one irrational but happy stuff first. We had GP movie today in Vivo, and we saw an orange Lamborghini Gallardo coupe =D

So damn cool can?









Italian police drive these cars, can you believe that?! I so wanna be a policeman in Italy now Dx Anyway, 'nugh of gushing about cars. The movie was nice and a bit sad though. The children's mothers are prostitutes and if they are girls, then it's likely they will be prostitutes in the future too, and on goes the cycle.

Next thing is more like my personal rant. So if you don't understand then it's okay.
It's wierd to say people copy your idea of creating a forum and flaming that person so badly because you think they 'stole' your idea. FFS lah, i mean it's not as if you thought up of the idea of a forum first so don't go around attacking people because of your percieved plagarising of your forum. It's like saying people are people are copying you in selling bubble tea, it's not like you didn't copied that idea from Taiwan =/
So please, stop effing fight a war and saying people are dumbasses =/

If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all drained now,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.

If you could only see,
My heart belongs to you.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away?

I'm so alone, I'm so lonely,

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
Just call me a baby,
I'm waiting for you.

I don't know when this started, maybe it's when you started playing DoTA, or maybe it's when you began watching Heroes, either way it doesn't matter now. I feel we're on the same wavelength when talk but when you guys start talking about DoTA, i feel as if i'm left behind. I tried to keep up but i start worriying 'Am i able to keep up?' and 'how far are you guys going?' i feel totally ignored and out of place. We are drifting away, aren't we. Soon, i'll join Ben and well, maybe you guys won't even notice i'm gone.

Whatever.

So effing tired this whole week, tons of projects and tests coming up like chem and the dreaded common tests. Andrew actually gave us 3 days to do the IT project, damn =/

Oh well, we managed to finish it in time with the help of the fantastic wiki - great for pics and Ctrl+C and P madness! I actually feel so tired after the slides that i feel asleep almost immediately when i went home (Bed so comfy, too comfy D;) the school life ia really sapping my life away, no wonder the pre-u 2 and 3 are so stoned, their enthusiasim are sucked dry long ago. Prepare for a zombified life in MI in the near future?

Like Dinesh said, "Sleep is now a luxury" I agree to the fullest extent, ever.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium...
Don't want to let it lay me down this time, drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.

I will let go of the very thing that comforted me, yet binds me to the darkness.
No longer shall i dwell in the gasping chasm that's my grave and palace.
Time to break free.

Have you ever felt so helpless and so demoralized to the point where you want t cry even after putting so much effort, and it just flops in your face?

I have.

Chemistry is just driving me crazy, even though i've tried so hard to understand it, the mols and formulaes are just too much for me. I tried doing my mols & stochio today and i just stopped at the first MCQ question. I have no idea how to start.

I just felt like crying all of the sudden. It's depressing and i feel so fustrated to the point where i actually develop an aversion for it, it's that bad. It doesn't makes me happy, it doesn't make me feel confident, it makes me sad, and common sense tells me i should just get the hell away from it but i can't. I'm pratically obligated to do the damn thing.

I just feel like giving the whole thing up now.